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Is really all I have to say... My weight is like at 136 right now, how it's gone up so much I don't know. I am not really eating any worse than I have the past month.. . I do look pregnant again, but I am not, at least I shouldn't be-- Josh is fixed... I am seriously, seriously going to have to make a meal plan and stick to it. It's so hard to do with pizza parties and family gatherings, and date night, and this and that... ugh.. I am not the kind of girl who can go to a birthday party and be like "no pizza, I will just have salad..." I am like, "heck yeah, gimme a sausage, a pepperoni, a coke" then of course Great American Cookie Co. choc chip cookie cake for dessert-- you think I am going to pass that up? Gimme a break.. Now say "quit complaining about your fat belly, fatty" That's what I need to hear...