131 on a MONDAY

That is just unheard of for me. Usually, I do so bad on the weekends, I come in on Mondays at 134 or higher..... so, I am hoping to get out of the 130 department by the end of the week!!!!! I need motivation-- I got a little little bit depressed today. On of my good friends had a baby on 10/3 and he weighed 10 3 (how cool is that??) anyways... her belly is FLAT... totally flat, no pouch... ok, I am really jealous and it makes me sick... not fair..... at all... good for her... I just don't understand... 10/3/2008, yeah, like less than 2 weeks ago...ugh.. I run and run and run and run and run and nothing.... nothing.... it's starting to get frustrating..........and my youngest is 18 months... hello!