Well, 2 pounds down...maybe

Usually I weigh in between 134-136 and all last week it was 131 or 132, so maybe my running is starting to pay off. My belly still hasn't gone down, but I guess something has gone down somewhere! I JUST CAN'T STAND THE BELLY!!!! UGH, I need to vent... I am seriously working my butt off at the gym, but feel like nothing is changing. I try to eat good... I haven't had any cokes, I have a half a cup of coffee, and a small breakfast, sometimes lunch, sometimes not, and I really don't snack during the day (except for today) and I eat an early dinner now instead of a late dinner... I drink water, but it doesn't matter, I think I am destined to have this great big kangaroo pouch forever. I was drinking those Fuse's everyday and think that helped. They contain chromium which is suppose to help get energy from food or something. Maybe it was a placebo effect, but while I was drinking them, I felt like my tummy went down a little...a little... I need to buy more. A little is better than nothing, right? Plus, last week at the gym, 2 guys mentioned that I had lost weight-- hey, if other people can tell- that's ok by me!! I have been running 5 miles one day, the next running 3 and doing elliptical for 2, the next running 4, doing elliptical for 1.... then I am suppose to do 5 the next day, but the kids have been sick, or have had field trips, so I have only been going like 3 or 4 days a week, which really bums me out. Oh well, Josh is just going to have to start watching them a little so I can get there 5/5 days.